NBC BLOG – FEBRUARY 16, 2010

NBC BLOG – FEBRUARY 16, 2010

I HAVE ALWAYS WONDERED WHY GOD ALLOWS US TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY IN OUR HEARTS THEN IN OUR OUTWARD LIFE.

I WONDERED WHY GOD LETS US GET AWAY WITH WICKED INNER THOUGHTS THAT ARE SO WICKED NO ONE ELSE WOULD KNOW UNLESS THEY COULD SEE US WITH X-RAY SPIRITUAL VISION.  HE ALLOWS US TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY THAN WHO WE REALLY ARE.

WE HATE BUT HE MAKES SURE THAT NO ONE ELSE WOULD KNOW OUR HATE.  WE LUST BUT NO ONE ELSE COULD POSSIBLY SEE OUR THOUGHTS.  WE DESIRE WRONG THINGS THAT PUT US FAR FROM GOD BUT THAT DESIRE(S) ARE NOT EVIDENT TO THOSE AROUND US. GOD ALLOWS A CLOSED DOOR FROM OTHERS TO SEE.

A CABLE COMPANY CALLED AND ASKED ME THAT IF I SIGNED-UP WITH (NO CONTRACT) CABLE TV THAT I COULD GET HD BOX FREE AND PAY ONLY 9.99 PER-MONTH FOR A FULL YEAR.  WOW I THOUGHT, THAT IS A GREAT DEAL, 80 OR 90 CHANNELS, TSN,ESPN, AS WELL AS ALL THE GOOD CHANNELS TO-BOOT. I THOUGHT THAT GOD WOULD STILL LOVE ME, I THOUGHT THAT EVERY ONE HAS CABLE EXCEPT FOR A FAMILY OR TWO.  I THOUGHT THAT I CAN LIVE GOOD AND BE A OUTSTANDING CITIZEN IN MY COMMUNITY AND STILL RECEIVE MY SPIRITUAL BENEFITS.  I CAN GO TO CHURCH AND DO THINGS THAT BENEFIT OTHERS AND GOD STILL BE PLEASED WITH OUR EFFORTS.  I AM EVEN TIRED OF MOVING THE ANTENNA AROUND SO IT STAYS CLEAR, THIS WOULD BE DEFINITELY A CURE FOR THAT.

THEN I THOUGHT WHERE WOULD THIS LEAD, WHERE WOULD THIS LEAD ME IN MY LIFE.  WHAT WILL I DO MORE OF THAT I AM NOT DOING NOW THAT WOULD DERAIL MY LIFE.  WHAT MORE WILL I CARRY AROUND IN MY MIND OF THIS WORLD, WHAT MORE WILL I HIDE FROM MY PEOPLE, FAMILY, WIFE, AND CHILDREN THAT I ALREADY CARRY AROUND.

I AM NOT AGAINST CABLE I TOO MAY HAVE IT ONE DAY BUT RIGHT NOW I SEE THAT FOR ME(US) IT IS JUST ANOTHER BATTLE THAT I ALREADY BATTLE SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.  I ALREADY AM FLOATING WITH WHAT THE WORLD PUMPS AT ME AT THIS PRESENT TIME, I DON’T NEED ANYTHING ELSE TO TAKE MY ALREADY OVER LOADED gODLESS ATTENTION.

GOD IS SO MERCIFUL THAT BEFORE ANY HAS A CHANCE TO SEE WHO WE REALLY ARE HE GIVES US A CHANCE TO BE FORGIVEN AND FORSAKE OUR SIN(S) THAT ARE HIDDEN IN OUR HEART.  HE GIVES US AN OPPORTUNITY TO BE HEALED BEFORE WE HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL, BEFORE WE NEED A PILL, BEFORE WE NEED A INJECTION. WE HAVE AN ALTAR THAT IS BEFORE US, LET US USE IT ASAP.

I THANK GOD THAT WHEN I AN VILE THAT GOD GIVES ME SO MUCH LOVE IN LETTING ME COME WILLINGLY TO HIS THRONE OF GRACE TO REALLY SEE WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM SO THAT OTHERS WILL CONTINUE TO SEE THAT  MY TESTIMONY IS STILL PRESENTLY PROPER. YOUR TESTIMONY IS A TERRIBLE THING TO WASTE SO GOD ALLOWS US TIME TO BE HEALED, BLESSED, FORGIVEN, SEE WHAT HE SEES SO WE CAN LIVE CONSISTENT AND TRUE.

THE LORD GIVES US TIME, HE IS SO PATIENT TO SCAN OUR SELVES WITH HIS WORD SO WE DO NOT LOSE OUR TESTIMONY,  WHICH IS HIS TESTIMONY.

HAVE A GREAT DAY

I LOVE YOU

PREACHER

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